Dear Diary

Umm... Yeah

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 13:41:35 GMT

So my parents don't like me to go on facebook or myspace because they think its bad for me... so I created a new facebook account under the name of one of my favorite characters in my favorite book series, well one of my favorite book series at least. So I really am hoping to get some friends on here and then add you guys to facebook, especially those who love Disney and Alice in Wonderland. That would be totally awesome. So I hope to add some of you soon.

-CinderellaAlice

the more that was to come

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:05:27 GMT

okay so as I said I am updating again today and this is why.. there has been a lot that has happened to me since the last time I updated. So here's whats happened like I said I'm no longer going to Maryville because things just weren't working there, I now go to community college. I am dumping my current boyfriend because I'm sick of all the lies and the way he's a jerk to my mom and just wants to use people. my ex Mike and I are cool with each other which is great. I'm no longer friends with Nijmeh because she stabbed me in the back, Jessica and I are cool despite the problem we had with me being a bad friend to her. I'm taking a class over the summer and decied that im going to get a degree in art education, so I can either be a grade school art teacher, or so i can open my own art school. So that's all i can really think of right now but I will hopefull have more to talk about soon. So until then Have an awsome time everybody!

-CinderellaAlice

..it's been a while

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 17:15:05 GMT

Hey everyone I know its been a while since I've been on here but alot has happened since I last posted. I now go to a different college cause Maryville just wasn't working for me just broke up with my current bf Jason Konrad because he was kinda a slime ball and lied anout stupid stuff all the time. So thats it for now I'll update later today. I'll post again soon.

<3 CinderellaAlice

More Pictures

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 13:46:05 GMT

Ok so here is the last of the pictures I have to upload onto here.. Enjoy!

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Two Months

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 19:27:23 GMT

I am going to be spending the next two months just focusing on myself and my school work. I have some personal issues that I need to resolve and can only do that by taking time to focus on me. This means that I am not going to date or hang out with anyone, outside of school time for the next two months. This doesn't mean that you can't call me or email me, but if I don't respond please don't get upset. This doesn't mean I don't like you it just means that at that moment I'm dealing with some harsh realities in my life and can barely deal with my self, let alone talk to someone else. I love you guys, Jessica, Nijmeh, Russell, Amanda, you guys are a lot of fun and great friends. I'll still have lunch with you and hang out with you while I'm at school, it's just on the weekends I'm not going to be going out clubbing with you guys, even though I really want to. When these two months are up I'll be in a better place in my life and be able to have healthier relationships. I'll also be able to be a better friend. When I am at this point, or fairly close to it, after my two months, I'll be moving into the dorms; so Amanda you and me can go do whatever we want on the weekends, and Nijmeh, Jessica, Russell, you guys can come crash at my dorm...lol and fight over the spare bed..or share it ;)...lol jk. So I just wanted to let you guys know this because I trust you and you are great friends that I don't want to lose. Now for a part thats kinda hard. The reason Cody isn't included in this message is not because I don't consider him a friend, it's just after what he said to me last week when Amanda, Cody, Alan, and I were hanging out made me question if I can trust him with something like this. Please you guys if anyone asks you about this just tell them to read my status or something. I'm hoping that I'm right in trusting you guys with this. Because I do trust you guys and I have a really strong knowing feeling that by telling you guys this and asking you to keep it a secret and not go around saying, "Oh, Lauren has problems and is a crazy freak!" that you will. I love you guys and I don't wanna lose you as friends. You guys are amazing and great! You are also the first people that I have really been able to trust again in two years. I love you!

<3
Lauren

Photos!!!

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 20:06:31 GMT

Ok so here are some pictures that are kinda old but needed to be uploaded! Enjoy!
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Living Arrangements

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 16:05:40 GMT

Ok. So I got into a huge fight with my parents this weekend, and they are about ready to kick me out of the house. I mean I normally wouldn't care, but at the moment I don't have a job or a car :( and I don't have anywhere to go. So to make some extra money to save up towards a car I think I'm going to sell some of my art work. I will be putting it on my deviant art account and on here so if anyone is interested in buying any of it let me know. I also am going to start doing commission pieces, so if you would like a piece of work made email me at ldougherty@ymail.com. Thanks and leave comments if you have any questions. I also am looking for a job so if you live in the St. Louis area, preferably in Kirkwood, Webster Groves, Sunset Hills, or Crestwood and know of or work at a place that is hiring please let me know. I really am in dire need of a job and having a hard time finding one.

<3 CinderellaAlice

Cardinals Game

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 18:05:39 GMT

Ok so these are a few weeks old but I decided to add them anyway. These are pictures from when I went to the closing game at Busch Stadium. It was a good game we beat Cincinnati so I was happy, plus Puljose got a standing ovation. So go check out the gallery! XD

First Entry Yay!

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 22:06:06 GMT

Ok so today isn't really a yay worthy day seeing as its really crappy outside and I'm stuck in the library till 5:45, but whatev I guess. try to focus on happy thoughts... new WCMI chapter...mmmmmm... much better. Yes I am one of those people. I'm also one of those Twilight people, but definitely like WCMI more, bri's artwork and Rain's story are amazing. Anyway.. I'm having trouble finding an Alice costume for Halloween thats not extremely slutty. Who knew it would be so hard, plus Halloween costumes are expensive, when did this happen?!?!?! Stupid economy. Going to attempt to write a WCMI based fanfic... and I say try because I get really bad writers blocks, but hopefully that won't happen this time. So I will get crackin at that and hopefully get some reviews from that and get some work up on deviant art, but my scanners broken. :( not cool. So Alice costume hunting I go tonight. Wow thats definitely a Wonderland way of saying that.. anywaaayyyyy...... I really need to start remembering my phone this is the 2nd time I've forgot it this week and it's only Tuesday. So yeah I think thats kinda bad, but oh well I got Facebook and yahoo messaging. Well I'm gonna go look for a format thats more fun than this so Ciao!